And then there was one

Change is good... So they say. For me change is scary, change creates anxiety, change is the unknown. However, change is needed to evolve. Change is vital to becoming the person you are meant to be. Change is mandatory when trying to transform from the life you have to the life you deserve. Recently, I had to address my relationship with change. I had no choice but to look it directly in the face and embrace it and TRUST that it was leading me onto the better path.

In the past month I went through a major shift.  I had a choice at that moment to TRUST in it. I needed to not only say, "Yes this good", "This is for the better" but I had to feel the emotion that is connected with those thoughts. When you make the connection between thoughts and actually feeling it, you are putting TRUST into the change. You are taking back the control. This has not always been easy for me. Yes, thinking those Good Thoughts was a no brainer, but it was the FEELING of those Good Thoughts that was difficult.

In my story thus far change and fear have been a package deal. They come hand in hand. They are the best of friends. But I'm learning with each shift that change doesn't necessarily have to be followed by fear. That if I could only connect the change with Good Thoughts and Good Feelings then there would be no room for fear! I needed to TRUST in myself and never let anyone dull those thoughts.

This has become my Mantra. I am working each day towards embracing the change, welcoming those Good Thoughts & Feelings and not leaving any room for the fear. And TRUST-ing that there is a much bigger plan for me, greater than anything I could ever envision for myself.